September 27, 2011 § 3 Comments
I’m still heartbroken. I’m still in pain. I’m not over it yet. I cry at night, every night. I remember him every time I get out of the house. I remember him every time I come home. He’s everywhere, yet I can’t find him anywhere anymore. And he’s not coming back. But he keeps following me. If I am honest, I don’t know how to get over it. I don’t know how to close a chapter that ended. I don’t know at all.
I’m still in silence. I’m still blinded. I still can’t understand how and why this happened. Right there, right at that moment.
It hit me, and only death has no turning back. There’s no option, there’s no choice. I’m here without you.
I remember you every day my angel, my moonshine.
September 13, 2011 § 2 Comments
Oh well, I went 9 days without updating the blog. Shoot me, I am guilty. Or give me a weapon necklace.
The first and only reason why I didn’t upload that much (ok, nothing at all) this week is because I was going on a short trip to visit my family in Barcelona. It had been more than 3 months that I hadn’t seen them and it was amazing to go back! Not to mention, the 30-35 degrees and beach-pool combo. I also got some amazing stuff as presents! Scroll down if you’re curious…